Mentally Preparing for a C-Section

I was diagnosed with placenta previa at 19 weeks and I had another ultrasound at 25 weeks and the placenta hadn’t moved. The ultrasound tech said that though it would unlikely move, she’s seen it happen at the last minute so there’s still hope. We’re going to do a repeat scan around 29 weeks to see if my placenta is migrating upward or staying in the same position. If it hasn’t moved, then we will scan again around 33 and 35 weeks and then schedule a c-section if it stays the same.

There’s nothing I can do to make the placenta move upwards other than pray and hope it does. I never wanted to have a c-section but as long as our baby is healthy – that is all that matters. Thus, I have been preparing and educating myself for a c-section. I am now slowly tossing the notion that I’m going to have another ideal meds-free, vaginal birth experience like I had with Jordan and what’s been helping me emotionally is the thought that each child’s arrival is unique and deeply meaningful in every different ways.

Regardless of how I’m going to deliver, I’m trying and learning to put my mind and body in a calmer state because I know that calmness and confidence can be  powerful tools during labor, delivery and speedy recovery.